God I hate myself
God I hate myself #and this isnt for pity or some shit. I genuinely just fucking hate myself like i make myself nauseous#or i dont know maybe this town is just cursed#jesus what the fuck is wrong with me#how the fuck do i manage to be courageous AND a fucking pussy at the same time#why am i like this lol#this is NOT for attention i just need to vent 020819 03:55